I hope everyone had a Happy Samhain weekend!
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Yesterday, I went skydiving with my soul sister, Sarah. It was my idea to go years ago, but she went without me because I had to spend time in the hospital. Since then, she had gone twice, last time was with her brother. He had his recorded and he looked absolutely terrified in the beginning. I wondered if it would be the same for me.
The place we went to is called Pacific Coast Skydiving. When we arrived someone asked how I was feeling. I said I felt fine and that I will proceed in perfect love and perfect trust. This caught the ears of the group nearby, I guess they were not expecting such an answer. They came over and engaged in conversation, sharing their experiences since they had finished the jump. Everyone felt welcoming and joyful, and I felt at ease.
My super awesome pilot, Jamie, had a soothing voice and had disclosed to me that he has been doing this doe thirteen years and he has things going on afterwards. It was admirable that he told me that to make me feel calm if I had any anxiety, but I had none. Nonetheless, I appreciated it and it showed me what a good person he was and strengthened my trust in him.
When we were up in the sky I kept wondering when the time would come where the feeling of terror would reach me as it had for many, but that visitor never came. Jaimee tried a few times to startle me, but I just smiled and looked at the beautiful views. He pointed out and identified different parts of the coasts such as downtown and Mexico. His instructions were clear and calm. When we jumped it was exhilarating and familiar. I felt like I had been there before in my states of lucid dreaming. Maybe that’s why I wasn’t frightened.
That night I had a dream where my sisters and I went skydiving and we bought the land for 25,000 dollars (so cheap it has to be a dream). Then my dreams became lucid in the times where I was flying, and I haven’t had lucid dreams in a long time so it felt amazing. When we landed in the fields George was there to greet us, and we ended up dedicating the land to him. I looked up the number 25 in numerology and it is called an angel number, representing change and a new sense of self.
